Nora is going into emergency high risk surgery. Her stomach seems to have turned and is obstructed. She is intubated, sedated and stable right now, surgery is any minute.

Nora early this morning:

Prayers are hugely needed and appreciated.

Another beautiful sunrise! My 3 birds are in the top left of the v-shaped tree on the left! 🙂

Satisfy us in the morning with your unfailing love, that we may sing for joy and be glad all our days.
(Psalm 90:14 NIV)

I’ll let Nora tell you about her busy day:

Oh, tank you very much, Mommy! Yeah. I had a busy day today, alright! I had physical therapy first thing. I really like therapy. They always come up with some fun things for me to do! Today I got to play with some pencil grippers. I know that sounds strange but I didn’t think so at all! I got to wear them on my fat little fingers and they were soooo interesting!

Yeah, let me get a closer look at things here:

That’s kinda funny, huh!

I think I could place orders with these things.
“Um, I’d like TWO milkies please?! TWO.”

I was worn out after therapy!

I got my last Synagis shot this afternoon!! I wasn’t at all happy about someone poking my fat little leggie with a needle and I don’t understand it when Mommy tries to explain it. I cried a lot until I got myself all sleepy again. Before my shot they weighed me. I’m a 14 lb. 4 oz. big girl if you can believe that!!!

What else is hard to believe is that when I woke up from my nap I was the happiest, squealy-est little thing anyone’s ever seen. A much better state than when went down! I just made everyone smile all day. I’m THAT sweet!!

Sunday

*snore*

“Who? Wha.. What time is it!!???”

“No! This isn’t what I like! This look went out of style in the 1700s!!”

“I don’t have time for bubble wigs. I have places to be and cousins to meet.”

“It’s time to meet my cousin now.”

“Oh, hi, cousin! You sure are little!”

“The sun is setting in the sky. Little cousins say goodbye!”

“Bye bye, Baby Parker! I can’t wait to see you again!”

Monday

“Brudder and sister are taking off to school again.”

“I get lots and lots of loves and cuddles from Mommy while they’re away.”

“Poor Crockett waits patiently for any love that might spill over onto the floor.”

“Yyyayyyy!!! Time for baffs!!!!”

“Kbye! I love all of you!”

Tuesday

Thanks, sweet Nornor! 🙂

I’ve had every intention of updating nightly, but obviously I haven’t been so able to do that. I will continue to update as regularly as I can with the goal of getting back to the nightly/daily posts!

It’s not a good indication of how the day is going to go when one of the kids shows up at the bedroom door hyperpuke-illating all over the place. The answer to my question of, “What’s that noise?” was quickly realized and I suddenly found myself trying to reroute poor Greta into the bathroom while hurdling puddles of puke.

Obviously she did not go to school today and has been feeling rotten all day long and on into the night. We hope and pray this is only a 24 hour gig and that the rest of us can escape it.

I’ve dusted off the boxes of surgical masks from our rendez-flu back in January, been scrubbing my hands raw, and Lysol-ing the heck out of this place. Ughhh. We ALMOST made it to Spring!!! I sincerely hope and pray we didn’t infect my sister’s family while we were visiting.

Thank you so much for your prayers, kind words and encouragement and offers for help on Nora’s FB page! We had nursing help today so I was able to get out to get what we needed, which of course coincided with the threat of snow. So yes, I appeared to be one of the panic-stricken yayhoos depleting the shelves of bread and milk in true tri-state fashion!

We sooo appreciate all of you!

My reminder of the day:

Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer.
(Romans 12:12)

I’m sorry I haven’t updated in a couple of days! All is well – just trying to catch my breath! Very tired again tonight, so I will just leave you with some pictures!

Come and see what our God has done, what awesome miracles he performs for people!
(Psalms 66:5 NLT)

I think I have a pretty good idea of God’s love and His ways in what I read about Him in scripture and what I have experienced firsthand. However, I don’t think that we as mere humans are capable of wrapping our minds around ALL that God is. It’s impossible to compartmentalize God or to think we’ve got Him all figured out in a neat tidy religious box with a pretty bow on top, “If you do or don’t do _______ , then God is going to ________.” Impossible to say. We don’t know, which is why God’s ways are often described as mysterious.

In my Bible study homework the question was posed (not in these exact words), “Do calamities befall us because of something we did in our past? Are we being punished?” Beth Moore gave her opinion along with these verses from the book of John, Chapter 9,

“As he went along, he saw a man blind from birth. His disciples asked him, “Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?” “Neither this man nor his parents sinned,” said Jesus, “but this happened so that the works of God might be displayed in him.”

After I read that I closed the book and let those sweet words of Jesus’s response resonate, “This happened so that the works of God might be displayed in him.” Wow. It was as if Jesus were speaking directly to me in response to my prayerful frustrations that took place earlier in the day. Feeling overwhelmed with life in general today I started off down that familiar beaten path of self-pity, “Why, God? Why us?” Since the moment this sweet little bundle we named Nora was placed in my arms and I stared back into her eyes, I have NEVER regarded her as a calamity or a punishment. In fact, quite the contrary! She’s a blessing in so many ways and on so many levels. But there are the days (today) that I wished she and everything else were “normal” (if even such a concept even exists?)

“This happened so that the works of God might be displayed in her,” Jesus answered me.

How beautifully obvious, and how humbled I am to have our lives, Nora’s life serve as a canvas for God’s works. I’m ever thankful for the sturdiness of the frame–the foundation of my faith that refuses to buckle even under the days of tremendous pressure. Thank you, Lord.

6:00 am

We’re here at the hospital! All checked in and hooked up. Thanks, Maggie for the beautiful hospital gown!

Check back to this page. I will update as regularly as I can. Thank you again for your prayers!!

God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea, though its waters roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging. There is a river whose streams make glad the city of God, the holy place where the Most High dwells. God is within her, she will not fall; God will help her at break of day. (Psalm 46:1-5 NIV)

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9:00 am

Contractions have been coming pretty regularly for a little while now! I imagine I’ll be asking for that epidural soon!! Nora’s steady little heartbeat plays over the fetal monitor. Our sweet nurse, Amy thinks Nora might be here by early afternoon. 🙂

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10:00 am

I just asked my sister to turn the radio on here in the room. The song “Strong Enough” that I shared yesterday was on the radio. So perfect. No coincidence.

About to get my epidural!

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11:00 am

The epidural has been administered successfully! “I. have become. comfortably numb.” – Pink Floyd

Still at 1cm, but pitocin drip has been upped which should progress things a little further. In about an hour Amy will check me again and will then break my water.

Surrounded by my beloved friends and family, heavenly saints and angels, I am completely blessed. I’m so encouraged by everyone cheering me on with your comments and prayers. Thank you for sharing in this with me!!

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12:00 pm

My water broke on its own and I’m at 3cm. Nora’s heartbeat sounds great and she’s enduring labor just fine! 🙂 My kids are here and sweet as heck.

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2:00 pm

Nora is taking her time! Still 3cm, but proceeding!

We also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. (Romans 5:3-4 NIV)

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3:00 pm

4cm. Taking a nap now.

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4:45 pm

8cm. Should be soon!! They’re setting up. Please pray!! 🙂

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5:20 pm

She is here!!! Big healthy cry!!! 5 lbs. 2 oz.

Less than 24 hours. Wow. I’m spending this day getting some last minute things together and basking in the warm Spring air and bird songs that are blowing in through the windows. Would you believe I am not the basket case that I imagined myself to be?! Those treacherous waves are an arm’s length away, but they haven’t discouraged me or engulfed me. I am safe and I will survive them, all thanks and praise be to God!

This is my theme song for the day:

“I can do all things in Christ who gives me strength.” (Philippians 4:13)

William and I will keep everyone updated tomorrow with the news of Nora’s arrival through this blog, and possibly Facebook. I have a neat little WordPress app on my phone that allows me to take pictures and post them up on the blog instantaneously! If I had to guess, I would estimate Nora to be here sometime early or mid afternoon. I can’t wait to meet that little girl and to share her with all of you who have been praying so fervently for her!!! God bless each and every one of you and thank you from the very bottom of my heart! Your prayers and encouraging notes, comments, messages, texts, e-mails, etc. are such a comfort to me. Please know that (even if I’m not able to directly respond right away)!

Love,
Aleisa

On April 3rd, while the kids were on Spring break we partook in a maternity / family photo shoot. I could not be happier with the pictures that Kelly took of me and my sweet, sweet family. I’m so glad we decided to do this — just sorry I didn’t do it with my previous pregnancies! These are such a beautiful keepsake of this precious time we know we still have with Nora. Here are a few photos from that day:

The one of Greta blowing the dandelion “dust” brought me to tears!! That was such a spontaneous, candid moment that I had kind of forgotten about until we got the pictures back.

“All people are like grass, and all their glory is like the flowers of the field; the grass withers and the flowers fall, but the word of the Lord endures forever.” (1 Peter 1:24-25)

Now we’re down to 5 more days. God’s peace that surpasses all understanding is fully upon me!

Amen!

It’s been a good past couple of days. I managed to muster up the strength and courage that God armed me with today to get up and speak on stage to a large group of women at my Bible study. I shared a bit about what I’m going through as it pertains to Nora. I actually got through my speech without breaking down into hyperventilated snot-crying! I think I did okay and managed to remember most of what I wanted to share.  While I was greatly honored to be asked to share my story, I do have to say I’m relieved that’s over with!  🙂

Yesterday I went to a healing touch session which is an energy-based practice that promotes healing from a Christian perspective. (see http://www.HTSpiritualMinistry.com) It also involves the laying on of hands and the use of oils. A couple of days ago I was overwhelmed and in tears with all of the appointments, obligations, and loose ends on my plate, the never ending list. This was on top of a restless night’s sleep; basically, I was just tired and crabby. I had never gone to anything like this before and for a brief second considered canceling. I’m so so glad I didn’t cancel. It was so very worth my time! It was about 2 hours that I spent there. The first hour and a half was spent in a restful meditative state reclined on a massage table. The Healing Practitioner, Susan started off by praying over me and Nora out loud. The rest of the time she prayed silently over me and focused on different energy points. It was very relaxing. Prior to the session, she suggested I keep a mental note of any imagery that came to mind. She paused intermittently to write down any thoughts or imagery she herself experienced at each energy point.

Afterward we discussed each of our experiences. I was brought to tears with everything Susan had to share with me. She mentioned that she had visualized the Christ figure with his arms outstretched. She specifically mentioned that it was a figure similar a statue in South America (http://www.brazil-consulate.org/images/Rio-Jesus1.jpg) She also noted the presence of a strong male figure with a halo who was very involved in my circumstances. It took me a moment, but who other than Fr. Joseph Cappel???!!! My now deceased relative (my grandmother’s first cousin), a Maryknoll priest who served as a missionary in South America for over 60 years. (See DAY 33 of my blog for further information and an explanation of the halo!) Susan also mentioned the presence of a female figure surrounded by light that appeared to her twice throughout the session. This woman had lived a holy life here on earth; possibly a deceased relative. She is walking through this every step of the way with me. I immediately thought of my grandmother who suffered the loss of an infant during her lifetime. This seemed to be further confirmed when Susan made mention of seeing an antique baby buggy. There is a story about my grandmother involving a baby buggy, her baby sister, a steep hill and failed buggy brakes. Fortunately, that story had a happy ending and everyone was okay! That story stands out in my mind, which is why I assimilate the image of the baby buggy with my grandmother. It’s comforting, reassuring and empowering to know that there are definitely spiritual forces involved, very special spiritual forces joined by a battalion of angels, saints and loved ones. To have their presence confirmed is nothing short of amazing.

There were other things discussed as well, but I will write more about those later.

I’m so thankful for everyone who has been praying for us and lavishing us with love and support. Your prayers are certainly being felt in incredible ways!

Ten more days. Is that even possible? Time flies when you’re… waiting? The calamitous waves off in the now very short distance are still threatening to look at. I only issue quick glances, hoping that maybe they’ve disappeared; this was all just a bad dream. It never happens. It’s all just as real as it was 89 days ago, yet my perspective is graciously and generously enriched with trust and peace. A very powerful fear tries to gain access to me. Sometimes it almost does. I am quick to remind it that, “I trust in Jesus. Go away.” There is great power in saying that because the fear and anxiety always retreats. I might have to say it a few times, but fear has NO power over my God.

A sun rainbow that we always seem to notice on our way home from my doctor appointments

My beautiful little angel is tucked safely away in her cocoon. I feel her sweet flutters and marvel at her strength. A baby who is supposed to be so feeble and “incompatible with life” seems to be telling a different story.

“Do not be afraid of what you are about to suffer. I tell you, the devil will put some of you in prison to test you, and you will suffer persecution for ten days. Be faithful, even to the point of death, and I will give you the crown of life.”  (Revelation 2:10)