Nora goes tomorrow morning for her swallow study. PLEASE continue to pray that that all goes well. I’m a little on edge about that, always fearful that I’m going to hear something that makes my blood run cold. I need to go back and read some of the previous posts I’ve written about worry, and feeling victimized. It’s so stupidly easy to fall back into that fruitless mode of thinking.
I will admit, I haven’t been the easiest or nicest person to live with these past couple of days. The existing layer of stress infused with a maelstrom of hormonal issues does not bring out the very best in me.
Always be humble and gentle. Be patient with each other, making allowance for each other’s faults because of your love. (Ephesians 4:2 NLT)
Even though I was probably the furthest thing from humble and gentle today (except when I was sleeping) – my dear sweet, beloved, exceptional, amazing, precious husband has been nothing but patient with me, making allowances for my many faults because of his obvious love.
William, you are a true man of faith not only in your words, but your actions. I love you. I love you. I love you. You’re an amazing husband and Daddy and I’m sorry if I made you feel otherwise.